My mind freezes

And rotates in new directions,

Always away from where I am now.

My elements joins together within me

And I see that this

Needs to be something new

And clean.

Where I was is to be undone

And where I am is something else,

I find truth in my excommunication,

An enlightenment that I cannot share,

The truth is too harsh.

The duality outside my self

Will save me in the end game,

And within it I will join,

In time and places unknown.

The Book Of Ascension                                                                 Section 174